A Crush?

I’m captivated by your presence

I’m drawn to you, I can’t help it

You cloud my judgement, I can’t look in your eyes

Your smile, so wide, it gets me everytime

And the sound of your voice right before I go to sleep

Parts of me quiver, goosebumps down to my feet

I wish you’d call more often, more out of the blue

Cause the moment you hang up, I start to miss you

I’m dropping hints

Based off a whim

It’s something within

I can’t pinpoint it

Is it a crush? A fuck? Love that I want?

I don’t know, I can’t tell, I can’t see through the lust

Your attention

Your affection

Your goofy ass expressions

I hope you’re a blessing

I’ve learned enough lessons

I wanna pick your brain

Call you by your name

Play stupid games

Laugh until we’re blue in the face

I wish I was brave

And stayed out of my own way

Cause I would simply just say

“Hey, what are you doing today?”